Full. Real. Unfinished.

There's a girl who cares for the world. She thinks about it every day. She's relentless about what could be done to bless someone and how to uplift and inspire. She works like it's nobody's business. She's constantly trying to build souls. Beauty and compassion fill the space around her. She's in this life for progress. She's working to help set us free. She won't do much unless it will impact someone for good. This girl needs to know that she matters. She needs to have space to feel. Her passion is fierce, and she's proud when she's wild and free.

The world is cruel and the world is kind Life is indifferent and life is loving The sun sets every eve and the sun rises every morn My body is out of sync and it always finds equilibrium It's going to break and it will all work out Sorrow abounds and there is much to smile about We will suffer and we will always be ok Love will break our hearts and love will always win Everything dies and life will prevail Fear abounds and faith works Despair exists and hope remains I am alone and they always provide

Dear Future Me, I don't know how it will look. I'm giving everything to make this work with Darin, and its 100% worth it if we can figure it out. I'd give anything, I'm giving everything- To be married to someone who makes it clear to me that I matter. To be married to someone who wants to reach for the best that life has to offer. Who wants to work to become more for himself and help create an environment where our kids can too. Who wants to work on our relationship. I'd give anything to feel united and supported. To feel like I don't need to go it alone because there's someone there next to me. Not behind me, but next to me. Walking at his own rhythm and not pulling me back because of it. Is it a dream that's unattainable? It feels so close. Like I could just simply reach out and touch it. But then like a mirage, it disappears. Now it's out of reach. I succumb to my reality of feeling like I'm going it alone. Married, but alone. Unsupported. In...